“Something you always think “What if…” about.”
These topics are getting serious.
I guess one thing that did change my life dramatically was moving from London to York when I was a kid (I think I was 9 or 10?) and I have wondered what my life could have been like if I continued to grow up there. In London, I had loads of friends, then I moved to York and the other kids picked on me for “sounding funny” when I spoke, kids are cruel!!! It put me in a shell, knocked my confidence and I ended up barely having friends. Could my personality have been completely different if we’d stayed down south? I mean I’m happy and completely content with where I’m at now so it all worked out okay in the long run.
The slightest small decision you make can have such a large impact on so much so I have thought “what if…” to a few things. Personally, I don’t think it’s healthy to keep looking back at the past. Just keep on moving and have fun. Your decisions haven’t killed you so far.